Stupid or what

04:18


amaran awal: this entry secara pokok pangkalnya takde konten. Harini tuan blog nak berbalik kepada fitrah asal kegunaan tipikal blog yakni meluah. 





It's either I am stupid or being too kind ( kind here doesn't mean kind yg baik hati, I mean kind yg hm entahlah tp obviously bukan untuk memuji diri sendiri ha ha)
For letting people continuosly hurt me
but I keep on with my thought-- oh takpelah. Asalkan diorang, orang2 yg aku sayang, happy.
But I think I have reached the level yang I can't endure the pain anymore.
I thought I am strong enough but unfortunately I'm wrong.
Feels like crying, but I know it's not worth.




Takpelah. Maybe it was just my another bad day kot.
Or my another mood swing.
I just wanna spill sebab rasa macam sesak sangat.
"Lontarkan.. kalau tidak ia meracun. Kongsikan.. walau hanya pada awan-awan"
Dan kemudiannya aku teringat. Inilah "awan" aku.
Walaupun not 100% my "awan" sebab I've got my diary (as in my second twitter account yg private namatey ).
Tapi setidaknya awan yang ni lebih appropriate tanpa kata nista (muehehe) dan lebih bertapis.
Haha bye.




And I think u're my awan after all I've done but seems like u're not. It's okay, thank you anyway for not being there :)

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